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January 11, 2011

Goodbye To You


Of all the things I believe in


I just want to get it over with

tears from behind my eyes

but I do not cry

Counting the days that past me by



I've been searching deep down in my soul

Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old

Looks like I'm starting all over again

The last three years were just pretend and I say



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I love

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



I still get lost in your eyes

And it seems like I can't live a day without you

Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away

To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time

I want whats yours and I want whats mine

I want you but I'm not giving in this time



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



We the stars fall and I lie awake

Your my shooting star

January 10, 2011

Sorry, he was the one. Not you.

when i first talked to you, i was just bored and wanted someone to chat with.

but then we got closer.

that night, when you asked me if i liked you.

i said 'Yes'.

well, it was a lie.

i guess when i started dating you,
it wasn't because of the fact that i really liked you.

it was because, i just wanted someone to be with just so i could "Try" to forget about him.

But i couldn't,
and i never will forget him.

Now that he's back,
and i realize how much he means to me,

you could never compare.

i hope you see this.
and understand.

we're back together now.

and all i want to do now is to concentrate on my studies and be with him.

because you were never really the one i cared about.

and you're right.

i'm better off without you. :)

sorry, A.S.

♥ what i cant live without