simple pleasures

so it's saturday and a day when i finally , actually, woke up according to my alarm instead of hitting the 'off' button and get back to dreamland.

took a shower and somehow, felt REALLY hyper.

like a five year old kid high on sugar. (and i hadn't even had breakfast yet !)

this was a good sign.

i just sorta knew that today was gonna turn out to be a pretty good day. :)
(and turns out it was). :D

spent an hour plus doing my hair and make up and headed out with sis.

we met up with dad at some cafe place i never went to.

ordered chocolate milkshake cause' of the friggin hot weather.

after that we headed to a nearby mall and went shopping-crazy.

hit every store there was to hit, tried on shit-loads of clothes and bought ones that actually looked good on us.

sis bought this super cute high-waist pants that she'd been looking for ages.

and i found this blouse which had layers and all which was toooo cute.

after that we hit another mall which was pretty far away and bought ingredients needed to bake cookies.

we were like soldiers on a mission, trying to find every item on the list.

lucky us, we found all of em!

it's 'no plastic bag day' so thankfully we'd managed to pull out an eco-friendly bag from some corner of sis's car and i packed the goods in it.

we headed home, along the way i did a lil karaoke session of my own singing at the top of my lungs in sis's car.

aha i could swear i sounded pretty good :P

anyways, once at home, we began the baking !

that's a whole other story.

again, a hell lotta fun.

i guess today's been a great day.

another one of those days where i could recall back to ten years from now and laugh. 'HAHA'.

anyways, gotta grab my gamepad and play xbox with sis now.
soo tata guys ! :)

my distorted heart

lately, i feel like i've been drifting around like a zombie.

i feel like crap.

i literally don't know what i should do.
and the worst part is, i'm having relationship issues.

i mean, i'm not even 20, that should be the least of my problems.
people my age just don't get beaten up over those kinda things. :(

half of the time, i let my jealousy get the best of me.

and most of the time, i don't even show the slightest bit of being jealous.
'cause i just keep it all bottled up inside.

when i see him chatting with other girls, maybe it's just saying hi or something, it still bugs me.
i know i sound like a five year old, but , that's just me.

i mean, i'm sure it's normal for every guy to want to make friends with other girls.
but,

huh... how do i say this?

it just makes me unhappy to see him calling other girls 'leng lui', wanting to get to know them and stuff like that,

and all this while, i had said nothing to him cause it's just not me to bring up things like that.

i pretend that everything's okay,

that nothing's wrong.
that i don't know a thing,

but with each scond that passes by,
i kinda die a little inside.

maybe it's me. (well, i think it's mostly me),

i mean, i shouldn't be sooo narrow minded.
i know how guys hate their girlfriends to control every part of their life,

and i've never tried to take control of his life except for maybe prohibiting him for drinking too much.

but, ugh,
i should just stop yepping and just try to fix this problem.

but, how do i start? :(

i guess i should just let him do what he wants.

RIGHT,
okay,
 so i guess i will put this aside and TRY to act normal again.

but, can i ever?

i feel pretty/unpretty

so i first heard this song on 'Glee' the tv series and fell in love with it right away.
(can't recall which epi it's from though) :/
it has a really catchy melody and the words to the songs are meaningful too.

so i'm just posting the lyrics here to share it and also the video too so you guys could listen to how it goes.
it's really an amazing song.

and since i'm just done with exams maybe i'm gonna have a go at singing this song, though i'm not that good of a singer. :/ haha

oh yeah and its performed by Rachel Berry (Lea Michele) and Quinn Fabray (Dianna Agron) on 'Glee'.

 

I wish I could tie you up in my shoes make you feel unpretty too

I was told I was beautiful but what does that mean to you

Look into the mirror who’s inside there, the one with the long hair

Same old me again today heeaay



My outsides are cool my insides are blue

Everytime I think I'm through it’s because of you

I’ve tried different ways but it’s all the same

At the end of the day I have myself to blame

I’m just tripping



Chorus

You can buy your hair if it won’t grow

You can fix your nose if he says so

You can buy all the make-up that mac can make

But if you can’t look inside you find out who am I to

Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty

I feel pretty, oh so pretty

I feel pretty and witty and bright



Never insecure until I met you now I’m being stupid

I used to be so cute to me just a little bit skinny

Why do I look to all these things to keep you happy

Maybe get rid of you and then I’ll get back to me heeey



My outsides look cool my insides are blue

Everytime I think I’m through it’s because of you

I’ve tried different ways but it’s all the same

At the end of the day I have myself to blame

Keep on tripping



Chorys

You can buy your hair if it won’t grow

You can fix your nose if he says so

You can buy all the make-up that mac can make

But if, you can’t look inside you

Find out who am I to

Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty

I feel pretty, oh so pretty

I feel pretty and witty and bright

And I pity, any girl who isn't me tonight



Oh oh oh-oh ... tonight

(repeat)



(I feel pretty)

You can buy your hair if it won’t grow

(Oh so pretty)

You can fix your nose if he says so

(I feel pretty and witty and bright)

You can buy all the make-up that mac can make

But if you can’t look inside you

Find out who am I to

Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty

I feel pretty but unpretty

so ive taken these lyrics from www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com .
so credits to them :)