broken hearts hurt more than broken bones.

i came across this picture on the net, and somehow it hit me, that those words could be so true.

i feel numb right now, and confused.

i'm not usually the emo kind, in fact, i'm the kind who try to distant myself from that kind.

but i can't help it, i've been feeling empty inside since our last fight.

i've always been the competitive kind, even when we fight, i would never back down, you were always the one to raise the white flag.

not this time though.

this time, i haven't heard from you since then.

where are you???

i laid in bed this morning, thinking.

thinking about what you said through the phone a couple of nights ago.

You asked me, would i cry if you,
if you left,
i choked a no, then laughed.

The truth was, i lied.

...................

"MY HANDS" Lyrics

Songwriters: Birgisson, Arnthor;Wroldsen, Ina





I wake in the morning tired of sleeping


Get in the shower and make my bed alone

I put on my makeup talking to the mirror

Ready for a new day without you



And I walk steady on my feet, I talk, my voice obeys me

I go out at night, sleep without the lights

And I do all of the things I have to keeping you off my mind

But when I think I'll be alright I am always wrong 'cause



My hands, don't wanna start again

My hands, no, they don't wanna understand

My hands, they just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find



My hands, they only agree to hold

Your hands, and they don't wanna be without

Your hands, and they will not let me go, no, they will not let me go



I talk about you now and go a day without crying

I go out with my friends now, I stay home all alone

And I don't see you everywhere and I can say your name easily

I laugh a bit louder without you



And I see different shades now and I'm almost never afraid now

But when I think I'll be okay I am always wrong 'cause



My hands, don't wanna start again

[ Leona Lewis Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

My hands, no, they don't wanna understand

My hands, they just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find



My hands, they only agree to hold

Your hands, no, they don't wanna be without

Your hands, and they will not let me go, no, they will not let me go



Sometimes I wake, I see them reaching out for you

Quietly breaking whatever shields I spent so long building up

I cannot fake 'cause when they cry I'm unspoken

They miss holding my baby



My hands, no, they don't wanna understand

They just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find

My hands, your hands, they don't wanna be without

Your hands, and they will not let me go, no, they will not let me go



My hands, don't wanna start again

My hands, no, they don't wanna understand

My hands, they just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find



My hands, only agree to hold

Your hands, no, they don't wanna be without

Your hands, and they will not let me go, no, they will not let me go

No, they will not let me go

♥ enjoy ! ♥

My Hands only agree to Hold Your Hands ...

"MY HANDS" as performed by brit singer LEONA LEWIS has got to be the MOST catchy song i've heard so far.

I'm in love with it.
Who wouldn't??!

I heard it when the shop next to mine, which is a gaming outlet, played the Final Fantasy XIII international trailer, and "My Hands" was the theme song for that game.

I guess the dudes working there liked this song too cause i hear em playing the trailer over and over again throughout the day. LOL

But i didn't really mind cause i liked it too. ROFLMAOLOL much.

Anyways, i wana share this song with you guys out there cause it's SUCH a great song with great vocals. (i totally wish i could sing like her ) D':



Since there isn't an official video made for this song yet, there's only a picture of Leona there. LOL, with her new album name in it, Echo. (i'm so gonna buy it) :)

I find the lyrics...interesting, a tad bit weird i must say (no offense!), but i like one particular line very much.


"My hands. they only agree to hold your hands. And they don't wanna be without your hands."

It's so sweet and true. ♥



Cause i would only wana hold my boy's hands for the rest of my life. ♥


:) i'll definitely upload the lyrics in my next post!! :D

Skipping Car Wash For SLEEP

I came home early today, yay.

My eyes were half closed when i went through our front door.

i could practically...

yeah, you guessed it, SLEEP.

Then my dad had to asked.

Dad: You wana do some exercise?

Me: Huh?

Dad: Wana wash my car with me? :D

Me: NO dad, i wana sleep.

Dad: Lazy kid.

I head up the stairs at lightning speed and was happy at the fact that i didn't have to wash my dad's car. LOL

I would have missed a spot (or two) anyway if i had washed my dad's car in the current sleepy mode i was in. C:

My dad ended up washing his car by himself. :D

Like THIS?

LOL. pretty much, except for the hat. :)

So i found this online. WTF right??

EPIC much?

I think i speak for ALL OF US when i say that everyone wants a car like that. :)

Yeah, a car that actually washes ITSELF.

TATTOOS

Tattoos.

I bet EVERYONE of you out there has thought about getting one before.

I mean, tattoos are like "one of those things".

LOL if you get what i mean.

I've thought about getting one before.
But i, for one, CANNOT cope with PAIN.

I would NO DOUBT faint in the midst of getting one (if i EVER have the guts to, that is).

So, wanting a tattoo but not having the guts to get one,
i find myself doing ALOT of "Air brush" tattoos.
-_______-

But, as usual, girls are strongly encouraged NOT to get tattoos done cause, well, it gives a Really bad image.

But no doubt some guys out there actually digs chicks with tatts.

LOLOL. xD

Anyways, enough with my blabbermouth and ranting.

Today, imma give you a good REASON why we should NEVER get a tattoo.

.....
Please kindly look below. :)

 Epic much?

So before you decide to get a tattoo done in the future, just remember this poor guy.

:D

-picture taken from PYZAM.com.

::written by :::Eulala