STOP THE ABUSE, SAVE EM .♥

Animal abuse.
An ISSUE i never got over.

i dont know about you guys, but i've always had a soft spot for animals.
Whether they're cute and cuddly, or huge and fierce.

To me, abusing animals is just WRONG.

here's a snap shot i took and edited (not very good editing) concerning animal abuse:

I don't see much difference between animals and us humans, besides the few obvious biological reasons that is.

I heard over the news today that someone posted a video of a woman abusing her dog over some stupid stuff, (i think it was cause her dog chewed on her stuff or something).

Da*n, i mean, if you hate it so much when your stuff gets chewed on (haha) then don't get a dog in the first place, you dumb arse.

Now that your dog actually chewed on your stuff unintentionally, you go ahead and beat it up?

What an arse. (sorry for the harsh language, i'm just pissed)

I'm sure she's not the only one around who gets a dog and then gets upset with her dog and then abuses it.

Da*n, it pisses me off to even think of the fact that there are in fact, many others out there who abuses their own pets.

What i'm trying to say is, since you got yourself a pet, might as well treat it with care, instead of yelling and even worse, beating it up daily.

Pets have feelings too, you know.

So argh, STOP ANIMAL ABUSE.

Its not that hard.

let's all try our best to protect animals as we would for our loved ones.

Please, (pretty pretty please, haha), put in your effort to prevent animal abuse from worsening.♥

-peace-

SHOOT me ★Camwhore Shots ★

So for the past month, i hardly had anytime to camwhore (cause of my job) :0 .

Here are a few rare shots of me that i managed to snap on my off day, which i only had 3 before i quit my job for college.
(haha)

here we go..

★ first shot ★

i like the lighting in this picture, wheee♥!!

★ Second shot ★

in mom's shop, i look boreeeed

(cause i was) ._.

★ Third shot ★

in mom's car, i kinda like what the sunlight did to my hair,

sweet♥

★ 4th Shot ★

in my bedroom,

noticed the ribbon on my head?

loll yeah i found it laying around (:

★ Last Shot ★ (but NOT least!) :D

the messy hair look ,LOL so not Hot :0

i guess thats about it, the rest are uploaded on my facebook page,

hoped you like em.

even if you don't,

keep it to yourself.

LAWL.

:) tata y'all.

終於說出口

lately i came across this song while i was still working at Kbox.

i got hooked immediately.

somehow, the melody was so appealing, and the lyrics feel meaningful.

i hardly ever listen to mandarin songs these days, but this is an exception worth making. .♥

Here's the video so all of you out there can have a go at it!

hurry up and click ★play★

Hope you guys enjoy (:

oh before i forget, it's called "終於說出口", as performed by 小宇★



Here's the lyrics, hehehe, sing along if you can! (;  ♥♥

你終於說出口


其實你早就已經愛過我

為什麼要低著頭

你知道這玩笑騙不倒我

可是這不是玩笑

是要逃避你離開我的理由



我還能做甚麼

你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你難道這還不夠

我還要做甚麼

你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我

一心想離開我



我終於也說出口

其實很愛你但從沒認真說過

或許是我的錯

多在乎你卻只放在心中

不要問我為甚麼

因為愛你這就是我的理由



我還能做甚麼

你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你難道這還不夠

我還要做甚麼

你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我



沒什麼需要被原諒

我笑的有些牽強

你知道我總是能夠假裝不難過

oh不想看你那麼累

多希望再給我機會

顫抖著我的手 握住的只是風



我還能做甚麼

你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你難道這還不夠

我還要做甚麼

你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我

一心想離開我

Struggling

i'm struggling to regain peace in my life.

i woke up this morning, almost late for work, cause i was too tired.
i'm always tired these days.
the appearance of an almost-adult but the workings of a wrinkled soul.

i read the text you sent me,
and it ruined my day.
i felt the urge to cry, but i didn't anyway.

in the car, my mum noticed my "kinda" red eyes, and as usual, as any mum would do,
asked if i was being bullied by someone,
of course i had to say no.
how can i tell her that the person hurting me was the same person she thought was loving me.

i felt helpless.
at work, we had to turn in our phones so i couldn't text you anything.
not that you could care less.

funny thing was,
i had cut myself today at work,
a nice deep cut.
of course i didn't cut myself on purpose,
but the non-stop bleeding couldn't have distracted me less.
the pain actually felt good compared to the pain i was feeling inside.

now i'm sitting here,
rambling on and on about how devastated i am.
yeah i know, pathetic.
but what else can i do?
it's not like i can tell you these things anymore.

talking to you seems like ages ago.
i wish i could tell you how much tears i shed every night,
but whats the point in that?
crying myself to sleep isn't an option anymore.

so i guess i'll end it here,
i think i've rambled enough for tonight,
hope everyone else has a better sleep than me tonight. :)

PASS JUDGEMENT

DO NOT EVER PASS JUDGEMENT ON SOMEONE.

Cause that's just wrong.

I've never ever thought of "Passing Judgement" as a serious matter, cause i've never experienced it first hand before.

Till a couple of days ago.

So i decided that i needed more $$ since i'm always on a shopping spree these days. (cute clothes everywhere, d*mn)

And i heard from my sis that this "place" (i won't disclose where) has a pretty good pay.

So i went for an interview.

Which sucked by the way. -____-

So the dude doing the interview, he's seen me around before.

Anyways, he started asking how come i haven't started schooling / college,
so i told him that i was still waiting for scholarship results.

And his reaction was like, "WHOA scholarship? Are you really that good?"

I gave him a death glare.

Then he continued by asking me how was my spm result, and i told him i got 10 A's (kicked 10 Asses, LOL)

And he was like, "WHOA Are you SERIOUS??REALLY?Are you Kidding me?"

I wanted to shove his butt up his retarded face but DIDN'T.

Kinda regretting that i didn't. Hrm :(

So here it goes, my rant:

LISTEN BUDDY,
i may like to dress up and put on make up, but that DOESN'T make me a Bimbo.
In fact, i despise bimbos (as much as i despise you)
If i didn't work HARD for exams i would have gotten Crappy results.
Now i'm not saying that i'm a Smart A** or that my results are Superb,
i'm just saying that i'm not the kind to Lazy around.
And i certainly am not the kind who only cares about dressing up.
I worked hard as a student and i certainly would work hard in my job.

^Jerk.

You have no right to pass judgement on me.
NO ONE has the right to pass judgement on anyone else.

UNLESS you've fully understood someone, DON'T JUDGE THEM.

-that's all-

05.05.10 ♥

After yesterday, i find myself waking up today hurting all over.

Like literally, my bones feel as if they're broken.

From my neck all the way down to my back.
UGH!

I spent yesterday afternoon with my sis at k-box, yet another singing session of ours. ♥
it was FUNN (yeah i know it isn't spelled that way, duh.)

After our singing session, i went back to the shop hoping to check up on my Hotel City, (it's a facebook game in case you don't know).

YEah, and i thought i was over fb games. -_____-

But then my mom asked if i wanted to have dinner with her cause my sis was gonna have dinner with Bakenong, so i went with her.

Who knew DINOSAUR was there, and he totally freaked me out when he appeared in the middle of my camwhore session. -_____- @#$%!

Anyways, here's one of the pictures i managed to take before dinosaur showed up.

Yeah i know, i look gross, :0

After dinner we headed back to the shop.
I rushed for my lappie.

Who'd known that my laptop was barely alive for ten seconds when my buddies showed up.

i was kinda weirded out but boy was i happy to see em.
i sure miss their company♥

They did ask me to catch Iron man 2 wif em earlier but i had already watched it the night before, bummerrrrr err.

So anyways, Jeff was with his girlfriend (WOOTS for him for finally finding his TRUE LOVE) :D and Kai Wee was alone.

They (Jeff&Erica) ended up at H.i.p so Kai and i joined em.

Of course, the unavoidable happened, Kai & Jeff (esp Kai though -_____- ) kept asking me about my breakup.

Something i DID NOT want to talk about AT ALL.

So anyways, the subject changed and i ended up laughing my arse off at our later conversation.

We walked around the mall and soon Kai's ride was here, :(
He walked me back to the shop and i was at my laptop again. Lol

Who's known, Si How popped up next. (LMAO that did sound hilarious♥)

Of course, he wanted to talk about the same thing as Kai & Jeff did. -_______-

But thank god for my mom, who was there so si how didn't really bring it up.
We ended up talking about other things....

Until it was actually time to close up the shop. :0
I didn't have the chance to check up on my Hotel city. D':

But who CARES, talking to you guys yesterday completely made my day. :D

I thought we would be going straight home but then i ended up at McDonalds with my sis and BAKENONG :D.

We shared a set meal and i ended up clearing out the fries.
OMFGGGG im sooooo gonna gain weight. :O

But then again, who Cares right? Hanging out wif em was FUN too. :D

i finally got the chance to check up on my hotel city when i got back home,
and ended up sleeping way past midnight.
Hello eyebags/panda eyes. :0

And that pretty much explains why the bones in my body felt like they're cracking by the minute.
Huh.

that's about all,
loooove every person that appeared in this post.♥

broken hearts hurt more than broken bones.

i came across this picture on the net, and somehow it hit me, that those words could be so true.

i feel numb right now, and confused.

i'm not usually the emo kind, in fact, i'm the kind who try to distant myself from that kind.

but i can't help it, i've been feeling empty inside since our last fight.

i've always been the competitive kind, even when we fight, i would never back down, you were always the one to raise the white flag.

not this time though.

this time, i haven't heard from you since then.

where are you???

i laid in bed this morning, thinking.

thinking about what you said through the phone a couple of nights ago.

You asked me, would i cry if you,
if you left,
i choked a no, then laughed.

The truth was, i lied.

...................