Goodbye To You

Of all the things I believe in


I just want to get it over with

tears from behind my eyes

but I do not cry

Counting the days that past me by



I've been searching deep down in my soul

Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old

Looks like I'm starting all over again

The last three years were just pretend and I say



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I love

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



I still get lost in your eyes

And it seems like I can't live a day without you

Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away

To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time

I want whats yours and I want whats mine

I want you but I'm not giving in this time



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



Goodbye to you

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to



We the stars fall and I lie awake

Your my shooting star

Sorry, he was the one. Not you.

when i first talked to you, i was just bored and wanted someone to chat with.

but then we got closer.

that night, when you asked me if i liked you.

i said 'Yes'.

well, it was a lie.

i guess when i started dating you,
it wasn't because of the fact that i really liked you.

it was because, i just wanted someone to be with just so i could "Try" to forget about him.

But i couldn't,
and i never will forget him.

Now that he's back,
and i realize how much he means to me,

you could never compare.

i hope you see this.
and understand.

we're back together now.

and all i want to do now is to concentrate on my studies and be with him.

because you were never really the one i cared about.

and you're right.

i'm better off without you. :)

sorry, A.S.

Friday Night

so it's a friday night, and i'm sitting here on the couch blogging, while everyone else is probably hanging out in town or parting their asses off.

i have no idea why but i'm in no mood to be out anywhere as off now.

i've decided to stay at home and have dinner with my sis.

rather than have it at some fancy restaurant.

after dinner i'm probably gonna spend the night playing boyish games on the x-box with my sis and maybe later catch some horror movies.

so many things happened today, and all i can say is, most or (all) of them aren't good.

2 of my dwarf hamster babies died.

i argued with 'him'.

and my body's functionality is falling apart.

i hate to complain like an old lady who has nothing better to do,
but at this point,
i feel like crap.
just like everything else that's happened today.

i just hope things get better tomorrow.

*keeping my fingers crossed.*

oh hail the California King !

Chest to chest


Nose to nose

Palm to palm

We were always just that close

Wrist to wrist

Toe to toe

Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose

So how come when I reach out my finger

It feels like more than distance between us



In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been california wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My Californa king



Eye to eye

Cheek to cheek

Side by side

You were sleeping next to me

---oohhh next to me

Arm in arm

Dusk to dawn

With the curtains drawn

And a little last night on these sheets

So how come when I reach out my fingers

It seems like more than distance between us



In this California king bed


We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on the stars

For your heart for me

My Californa King



Just when I felt like giving up on us

You turned around and gave me one last tug

That made everything feel better

And even then my eyes got wetter

So confused, when I asked you if you love me

But I don't wanna seem so weak

Maybe I've been California dreaming



In this california king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've beem California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My Californa King

My California King



In this california king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been california wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California King

These are the lyrics to the song "California King" performed by Rihanna on her new album "Loud".
 
 

 
I find it REALLY awesome.
 
Amd HELLYEAH DOES IT SOUND GREEAAATT.
 
Have a go at it, i'm sure you'll love it as much as i do. (:

Hellyeah Sem Break's here !

So i just had my last paper of finals a day ago.

And BOY, am i GLAD.

Finally i could throw my books aside and actually SLEEP.

But instead of doing that, i ended up STILL sleeping really late.

Cause i was playing Army of Two with my sis on x-box.

YEAH, like, WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT right?

Anyways,

i'm going on a trip to the beach tomorrow with college mates and buddies.

YAY.

Sounds fun right?

But the truth is, i'm EXHAUSTED!

And i don't know if i'll be much of any fun.

Seeing as how i'll prolly walk around like a zombie at the beach.

Eww.

AND i HAVEN'T packed!

Though i'll just prolly throw in a few comfy tees and shorts.

I'm too lazy to think of anything right now.

And the fact that my new contacts feels like they're gonna pop off any moment aren't really helping either,

So anyways,
i'm gonna catch a movie tonight with my sis.

Let's just jope i don't fall asleep through it.

*sigh*

Back to REALITY

So yeah, i've been back from the cruise for about more than a week now.

And yet i'm still a little dreamy, wishing i was back in that ship again. :(

Never had more fun than that.

The cruise was heavenly.

I'd do it all over again. :D

So, i'm having exams this week.

Which means i'm supposed to be studying.

NOT blogging.

But it's a holiday tomorrow so i'm just kinda giving myself a couple hours to slack.

Oh yeah, slacking.

Another problem i'm having.

WHY am i such a slacker all of a sudden?

I REeeeeally need to put in more effort in my studies.

Though my results aren't that bad either. :D

My college sent my results to my dad without mt knowing last week (through mail).

THANKFULLY.

they were good.

Or else i wouldn't even be alive , sitting here blogging right now.

So anyways, this post of mine's prolly BORING you.

that's cause i'm not really in the mood.

Exams' the killer to everything.

Everything.

Well, one way or another, i'd still gotta get through this week.

It's gonna be a long one.

And hopefully,
i'd make it out alive.

Gotta go.
Bye.

XOXO

BRUNO MARS !

It's not often that i dedicated a post solely to a celeb.

But BRUNO MARS has got to be one of "the" BEST singers alive!

I gotta admit that the first time i heard him on the radio, i wasn't very fond of him.

But then i recently downloaded some of his songs and REALLY hear him sing.

And it's amazing.

AH-MAZING i say!

LMAO. okay i guess i do sound a tad bit crazy.

And it's obvious that Bruno Mars is not one of the best looking guys in the industry.

But his songs and voice are enough for me to even care about how he looks.

I mean, his songs are so catchy.

I could play em on repeat without ever getting sick of them!

I'm SOOOOOOO gonna run to the store to get myself his album TODAY!

Yes TODAY!

Here's a list of some of his songs that are worth listening!
(Though ALL of them are!)

1. Grenade
2. Just The Way You Are
3. Count On Me
4. Talking To The Moon

Hope that you guys (those of you that are reading this post) would have a go at his songs and love em as much as i do!

AND! BUY ORIGINAL!

don't buy fake stuff.
That'd just be wasting the industry's effort!

Tata! <3